Hello Everyone,
It was my birthday a few days, which I turned 19 years old, whoop whoop! :)
My friend's surprised my at dinner which I didn't know it was going to turn out as a surprise dinner. I thought that I was just going to have Korean BBQ with that one friend but it turns out that it was with a few more other friend's.
It was good night, good night, good vibe, just good everything! I received this LG portable printer and a memorable photo album which my friend's created! :P it was nice of them.
I am very thankful for all my friend's!
Tuesday, September 16, 2014
Monday, July 21, 2014
Hi Everyone! It's been a very, very, very long time since the last time I have updated my blog with a blog post. I'm so sorry for that.
How have you been?
I started tertiary studies at the beginning of the year and a lot has happened since then. I did have some ups and downs.
I was well pleased with the grades I earned from 3 out of 4 courses. I passed 3 and failed the 4th miserable, well a D. Is that considered miserable? I have to say that Mathematics is not my favoured subject.
Anyways, I'll fast forward a few months...
June:
In June I have to say that it has been my favourite month so far this year because I felt so relaxed and carefree although I was preparing for my mid-year exams. These exams has determined whether I could get into my desired course or not. Unfortunately, I didn't get the best marks because I failed Maths. Alternatively, instead of studying Bachelors, I got offered a place in Diploma of business. I am very much glad that I am not repeating any courses.
Towards the end of June, I was worked for my parent's since exams are over. I think I handles my time pretty well (this is when I felt so carefree).
July:
Since July hit, for about another 2 weeks I worked and worked for hours and hours (up to 11-12 hours a day). I practically didn't have a life in these 3 weeks worth of holidays, LOL!
Other than that, I did get to see some of my close friend's. I hung out with them from morning to night which was pretty fun! I got to watch Dawn of the Planet of the Apes. I DEFINITELY WOULD RECOMMEND THIS MOVIE! It's such an intense movie. I felt like I didn't even blink whilst watching the film.
In addition, I spent so much money. In calculation, I definitely have spent over 1k because I was happy that I got accepted in the Diploma programme. I bought myself an iPad Air and gave my Dad my iPad 2 since he wanted an electronic device to watch Chinese dramas/programmes, and I wanted a new iPad, so...ohwell :) Along with my new iPad, I also bought myself a screen guard and a red Apply case! I was so happy when I bought that. I also bought a new pair of Nike shoes, lingerie(finally), Kathmandu jacket, and hoodies! I felt like it was about time I bought casual clothing, LOL since I don't wear so much casual clothing. I felt like I was so dressed up for Uni all the time so yee that's why I bought casual clothing. Oh! and also I bought new pyjamas since it's Winter here in New Zealand!
It's raining outside at the moment :/
Anyways,
yesterday (Sunday at work)
I felt so like not myself. I think I had mood swings, one moment I'm fine and happy, the next I'm grumpy and lazy. I was so grumpy because my mum went to do unnecessary things when it was busy and just left my alone doing everything.
I was so effen depressed during the night (no idea why) and this worker took it to the next level because they were playing nicknames or something and he was like "I'll call you fat girl or pork chop" I was so fucken angry and I wanted to cry on the spot but instead I went to the back and sat down and I was telling myself not to cry but eventually tears just started to roll down my eyes...then I went to the toilet to wipe my tears away and thought that I'd stop crying but obviously I cried some more when I left the toilet....then I couldn't take it anymore and then I took my smart phone and my handbag with me and left work to go home...I literally was crying and driving 160km/h because I wanted to get home as soon as I can so I could cry in the dark in my bed, alone. I literally cried out loud and lasted for an hour. My eyes were so red and puffy when I saw myself in the mirror wiping down my face. I felt so hurt because I'm so insecure with my size because I'm big for an Asian. I was soooo hurt, my feelings were hurt it doesn't help when that guy calls my fat girl, even if it was a joke. I was just so hurt. It felt like I cried my heart out, I meant I did cry my heart out. I felt so much better because I had built up my hurt feelings from previous days and cried them out.
In the end, I didn't expect my holiday to end with hurtful comments. I meant, I'm human, I have feelings too.
How have you been?
I started tertiary studies at the beginning of the year and a lot has happened since then. I did have some ups and downs.
I was well pleased with the grades I earned from 3 out of 4 courses. I passed 3 and failed the 4th miserable, well a D. Is that considered miserable? I have to say that Mathematics is not my favoured subject.
Anyways, I'll fast forward a few months...
June:
In June I have to say that it has been my favourite month so far this year because I felt so relaxed and carefree although I was preparing for my mid-year exams. These exams has determined whether I could get into my desired course or not. Unfortunately, I didn't get the best marks because I failed Maths. Alternatively, instead of studying Bachelors, I got offered a place in Diploma of business. I am very much glad that I am not repeating any courses.
Towards the end of June, I was worked for my parent's since exams are over. I think I handles my time pretty well (this is when I felt so carefree).
July:
Since July hit, for about another 2 weeks I worked and worked for hours and hours (up to 11-12 hours a day). I practically didn't have a life in these 3 weeks worth of holidays, LOL!
Other than that, I did get to see some of my close friend's. I hung out with them from morning to night which was pretty fun! I got to watch Dawn of the Planet of the Apes. I DEFINITELY WOULD RECOMMEND THIS MOVIE! It's such an intense movie. I felt like I didn't even blink whilst watching the film.
In addition, I spent so much money. In calculation, I definitely have spent over 1k because I was happy that I got accepted in the Diploma programme. I bought myself an iPad Air and gave my Dad my iPad 2 since he wanted an electronic device to watch Chinese dramas/programmes, and I wanted a new iPad, so...ohwell :) Along with my new iPad, I also bought myself a screen guard and a red Apply case! I was so happy when I bought that. I also bought a new pair of Nike shoes, lingerie(finally), Kathmandu jacket, and hoodies! I felt like it was about time I bought casual clothing, LOL since I don't wear so much casual clothing. I felt like I was so dressed up for Uni all the time so yee that's why I bought casual clothing. Oh! and also I bought new pyjamas since it's Winter here in New Zealand!
It's raining outside at the moment :/
Anyways,
yesterday (Sunday at work)
I felt so like not myself. I think I had mood swings, one moment I'm fine and happy, the next I'm grumpy and lazy. I was so grumpy because my mum went to do unnecessary things when it was busy and just left my alone doing everything.
I was so effen depressed during the night (no idea why) and this worker took it to the next level because they were playing nicknames or something and he was like "I'll call you fat girl or pork chop" I was so fucken angry and I wanted to cry on the spot but instead I went to the back and sat down and I was telling myself not to cry but eventually tears just started to roll down my eyes...then I went to the toilet to wipe my tears away and thought that I'd stop crying but obviously I cried some more when I left the toilet....then I couldn't take it anymore and then I took my smart phone and my handbag with me and left work to go home...I literally was crying and driving 160km/h because I wanted to get home as soon as I can so I could cry in the dark in my bed, alone. I literally cried out loud and lasted for an hour. My eyes were so red and puffy when I saw myself in the mirror wiping down my face. I felt so hurt because I'm so insecure with my size because I'm big for an Asian. I was soooo hurt, my feelings were hurt it doesn't help when that guy calls my fat girl, even if it was a joke. I was just so hurt. It felt like I cried my heart out, I meant I did cry my heart out. I felt so much better because I had built up my hurt feelings from previous days and cried them out.
In the end, I didn't expect my holiday to end with hurtful comments. I meant, I'm human, I have feelings too.
Friday, January 24, 2014
Update
A small update:
I've lost weight these past few months due to stress and pressure. A good sign that my weight is dropping but not so good on the stress and pressure.
I've lost weight these past few months due to stress and pressure. A good sign that my weight is dropping but not so good on the stress and pressure.
- CHRISTMAS DAY, 2013
From November onwards I've had a great ending to the year and had a last minute family gathering with my mother's side of the family- I thought that was really cool because we haven't had a family gathering for soooo long, when I mean for soooo long, I mean years ago LOL...maybe because of work because we own a family business. We basically just went out for lunch at a restaurant and had a homemade dinner at my cousin's house and talked which was surprisingly simple.
Done, my Christmas Day
- BOXING DAY, 2013
Boxing Day, the day of sales. Got up so early on that day because we knew that it would be hard to find a parking space if we go during later on in the day. It'll literally take hours. It was a nice and brief day out because we shopped pretty fast. I just bought a bottle of perfume (Gucci Guilty) and some bed sheets and duvet covers (so adult like for me, lol).
- NEW YEARS DAY, 2014
Then came alone New Years Day and along came 2014. 2013 went by so fast and was a very successful year for me. I had my ups and downs, very cliche. I shouted 3 of my families lunch which cost me roughly $180 =.=
Anyways, my mum bought me Louis Vuitton wallet and a key pouch, was so happy! THANKS MUM!! :)
Friday, December 13, 2013
Regional Awards and National Awards
Hey Readers,
It's been a long time huh? I have been extremely busy since the last time I blogged. It was so hectic because I had exams going on and aswell as running my enterprise business.
Exams:
I didn't prepare well enough for my exams because I was too lazy and I was just not interested in what I had to study for. I kind of regret though because I had the potential to pass every single paper but I chose not to. Once again, I made the wrong decision. Success determines on the decisions you make every second of your life. I actually regret stuffing up my NCEA because if I studied for every for every paper I took I would've endorsed each level with a higher grade instead of just fluking every paper, ohwell. I have already set up my goals for next year which are : 1. Do not leave everything until last minute 2.Study for everything
Awards:
If it wasn't for taking Business and participating in the Young Enterprise Scheme I wouldn't be able to have a taste of what actual school life is about and my confidence wouldn't have built.
This is going to be a bit corny and cliche, but I have to admit that business has changed my life. If it wasn't for business, I wouldn't have thought that I would have the potentially to have the feeling to succeed in my teenage life, I wouldn't have thought of seizing every opportunity and to go up on stage to get recognized for every hard work that I have put in into my business. I wouldn't have had the opportunity to even meet the acting Prime Minister of New Zealand and shake his hand and to come up to me to say that my business idea is very good. (I regret not introducing myself properly to him. I was actually feeling sick and tired).
Anyways, OHU is the regionals champions and picked up 3 awards.This means, that we got the opportunity to go to Wellington. This meant that we have competed against the winning teams of New Zealand on Wednesday 11th of December. Even though we did not win Company of the Year, everyone thought that we should've because we had such a great idea and everyone said we were excellent presenters.
On that night, we met many important people of New Zealand such as; CEO of Xero, Mike McRobert from 3 News, Acting Prime Minister and many more.
So on that fancy night, we won 2 awards which are Global Sales and Marketing Award and Social Enterprise awards including $2000. We were recognised by members of parliament before we headed of to the National Awards. We felt very proud of ourselves.
This was actually pretty amazing because this has shown me that I have the potential to succeed. I will continue to strive for the best. I hope in the future, I will become even more successful!
BEST OF THE BEST!
It's been a long time huh? I have been extremely busy since the last time I blogged. It was so hectic because I had exams going on and aswell as running my enterprise business.
Exams:
I didn't prepare well enough for my exams because I was too lazy and I was just not interested in what I had to study for. I kind of regret though because I had the potential to pass every single paper but I chose not to. Once again, I made the wrong decision. Success determines on the decisions you make every second of your life. I actually regret stuffing up my NCEA because if I studied for every for every paper I took I would've endorsed each level with a higher grade instead of just fluking every paper, ohwell. I have already set up my goals for next year which are : 1. Do not leave everything until last minute 2.Study for everything
Awards:
If it wasn't for taking Business and participating in the Young Enterprise Scheme I wouldn't be able to have a taste of what actual school life is about and my confidence wouldn't have built.
This is going to be a bit corny and cliche, but I have to admit that business has changed my life. If it wasn't for business, I wouldn't have thought that I would have the potentially to have the feeling to succeed in my teenage life, I wouldn't have thought of seizing every opportunity and to go up on stage to get recognized for every hard work that I have put in into my business. I wouldn't have had the opportunity to even meet the acting Prime Minister of New Zealand and shake his hand and to come up to me to say that my business idea is very good. (I regret not introducing myself properly to him. I was actually feeling sick and tired).
Anyways, OHU is the regionals champions and picked up 3 awards.This means, that we got the opportunity to go to Wellington. This meant that we have competed against the winning teams of New Zealand on Wednesday 11th of December. Even though we did not win Company of the Year, everyone thought that we should've because we had such a great idea and everyone said we were excellent presenters.
On that night, we met many important people of New Zealand such as; CEO of Xero, Mike McRobert from 3 News, Acting Prime Minister and many more.
So on that fancy night, we won 2 awards which are Global Sales and Marketing Award and Social Enterprise awards including $2000. We were recognised by members of parliament before we headed of to the National Awards. We felt very proud of ourselves.
This was actually pretty amazing because this has shown me that I have the potential to succeed. I will continue to strive for the best. I hope in the future, I will become even more successful!
BEST OF THE BEST!
Thursday, October 03, 2013
Holidays
Hey Everyone,
IDO DO NOT feel like I'm on holiday as I have a holiday programme to run, OHMAGAAAHD ><. I have a 2 week break and it's going to take up 6 days jeez. I basically only get a 4 day break and I have totes of assessment to do fuck sakes. I know I always complain, complain and complain through my blog that is because I don't to complain to my friend's because it'll just annoy them lol hence is why I made a blog, LOL JOKES!
I was quite pissed off that this holiday programme shit is taking up the second week of my holidays aye. I soooo don't have a life aye, shit. I'm pretty pissed with the person that organized this. She didn't even ask me or tell me until the first day we started, fucken hell. The funny thing is, is that she isn't even going to be here for the second week, thus, why does she even have the right to even put me on the schedule, the fuck?!?!?!
Anyways, so the bright side is.....actually there is no bright side to this =.=
I got a call from my mum today that my shoes that I bought from online has finally came...after 4 fucken months it finally came. I'm over these pair of shoes even though I haven't even seen it in real life yet LOL.
Seems like my actually summer holidays will start after November! yipee! :) I'm hoping that I will get another job because I want extra money for university (hopefully I do make it in) as I do not want to take out a huge loan+I want a Macbook Pro for uni hehehe :P
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I was quite pissed off that this holiday programme shit is taking up the second week of my holidays aye. I soooo don't have a life aye, shit. I'm pretty pissed with the person that organized this. She didn't even ask me or tell me until the first day we started, fucken hell. The funny thing is, is that she isn't even going to be here for the second week, thus, why does she even have the right to even put me on the schedule, the fuck?!?!?!
Anyways, so the bright side is.....actually there is no bright side to this =.=
I got a call from my mum today that my shoes that I bought from online has finally came...after 4 fucken months it finally came. I'm over these pair of shoes even though I haven't even seen it in real life yet LOL.
Seems like my actually summer holidays will start after November! yipee! :) I'm hoping that I will get another job because I want extra money for university (hopefully I do make it in) as I do not want to take out a huge loan+I want a Macbook Pro for uni hehehe :P
Tuesday, September 24, 2013
A dip in my life
Whoa, I'm coming to the end of term 3 meaning that my high school life is almost over. 4 more weeks to go! woop woop! After that, I will be in stress mode for a further couple of weeks since I would have my external exams. Fingers crossed that I will make it into university because I have just decided what I officially want to do.
Right now, I have a shit load of assignments to do and they are all due in this Friday and here I am blogging aways! I somehow do not feel the need to do it, but I know I have to do it or else I would feel very regretful about it because I will just throw away heck a lot of good and useful credits away.
On the 13th of September, I had my 18th birthday. I felt so blessed and loved because I received a lot of valuable presents. I just was so overwhelmed that day. I did not expect it to be this big, I received from handbags to Pandora bracelets and gift cards.
But yea, I can't wait until I go clubbing. I just want to experience what it's like.
To be honest, all I'm looking forward is the December holidays lol. I do not know what I will be doing then. I'm hoping that I would want the job for the time being because I would have like a 3 month break and then Uni....hopefully. I'm also wanting to sell some of my clothes that I hardly ever wear or never wear.
I'm still trying to find the right time when to create my fashion blog. I'm looking forward to it. I should start in December so I will have something to do. FINGERS CROSSED.
Anyways, bye bye for now.
Right now, I have a shit load of assignments to do and they are all due in this Friday and here I am blogging aways! I somehow do not feel the need to do it, but I know I have to do it or else I would feel very regretful about it because I will just throw away heck a lot of good and useful credits away.
On the 13th of September, I had my 18th birthday. I felt so blessed and loved because I received a lot of valuable presents. I just was so overwhelmed that day. I did not expect it to be this big, I received from handbags to Pandora bracelets and gift cards.
But yea, I can't wait until I go clubbing. I just want to experience what it's like.
To be honest, all I'm looking forward is the December holidays lol. I do not know what I will be doing then. I'm hoping that I would want the job for the time being because I would have like a 3 month break and then Uni....hopefully. I'm also wanting to sell some of my clothes that I hardly ever wear or never wear.
I'm still trying to find the right time when to create my fashion blog. I'm looking forward to it. I should start in December so I will have something to do. FINGERS CROSSED.
Anyways, bye bye for now.
Tuesday, September 03, 2013
~Update~
Stress and tiredness are feelings that humans could relief but are feelings that comes and goes. I have been feeling stressed and tired for the pass months but never got the time to let free of them. I've been so busy (explains why I haven't been blogging). Term 3 of school is about to end in 3 weeks time and I'm hoping to get a good break from everything.
I've honestly haven't been doing anything interesting lately. But I have something to blog about OHU. Last Wednesday, we attended The Foodbowl to pitch our idea and present to them. The prize was 'Win a day at the Foodbowl to make your product'. Unfortunately we didn't win it because we were too good for it as told by the judges. Fifty Fifty won it. Their product was jam and peanut butter I think it was. They were a business team based in North Shore.
Although we didn't come 1st, we were grateful that we were one in three teams that made it into the competition, thus coming 2nd we came 1st in Marketing and presentation wise. When it came to announcing the winner, the judges were just so amazed with what we have achieved so far, thus coming to use privately to apologize to use for wasting our time and telling us that we do not need their help. We were also overwhelmed with the compliments that we received from each teacher from both schools. They were just so impressed with what we're doing and everything and we are thankful that they want to help us even more.
Anyways that's enough.....despite that,
I went to The University of Auckland open day. I was just so inspired about the open day thus giving me motivation to strive to aim high and work my way towards the university. It inspired me to become an Accountant and an investor at the same time.
I've honestly haven't been doing anything interesting lately. But I have something to blog about OHU. Last Wednesday, we attended The Foodbowl to pitch our idea and present to them. The prize was 'Win a day at the Foodbowl to make your product'. Unfortunately we didn't win it because we were too good for it as told by the judges. Fifty Fifty won it. Their product was jam and peanut butter I think it was. They were a business team based in North Shore.
Although we didn't come 1st, we were grateful that we were one in three teams that made it into the competition, thus coming 2nd we came 1st in Marketing and presentation wise. When it came to announcing the winner, the judges were just so amazed with what we have achieved so far, thus coming to use privately to apologize to use for wasting our time and telling us that we do not need their help. We were also overwhelmed with the compliments that we received from each teacher from both schools. They were just so impressed with what we're doing and everything and we are thankful that they want to help us even more.
Anyways that's enough.....despite that,
I went to The University of Auckland open day. I was just so inspired about the open day thus giving me motivation to strive to aim high and work my way towards the university. It inspired me to become an Accountant and an investor at the same time.
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