A PASSION FOR A LIVING

Wow this holiday flew by!!!  Tomorrow will be my first day back at school for term 3. Daaang,  I'm so looking forward in going back to schooooool! Noooot =.=

TO BE HONEST,  all I remember is going back to school and working. I don't really mind working since I  have such fun there and I know What I expect same goes to school but I hate how I go back and I literally sit there until I get told to do something after an hour and people come late which means I'm wasting my time. As you may have noticed from reading my blog; I really hate time wasting. I think time wasting is not allowed because every minute means a lot and I could do a lot within the time being wasted (if you get what I mean).

I didn't even try to accomplish that I wanted to for this holidays since I was so busy with such things. I wanted to do my English logs for my connections report and start on my Marketing Plan. Got damn, I'm going to stress out for another couple of months. Year 13 is such a stressful year. I always thought that year 13 would be a really laid back year but it ain't. It's the complete opposite lol. Year 12 is the laid back year. Year 13 is probably just giving me a slightly taste of What university life would be like. Well to me though but I'm guessing university is waaaay harder. Well if you have a passion for what you're doing, then nothing should be hard since you consistently would want to know/learn more about your interests and everything.

Your passion= taste, touch, smell, hear and see it. What I'm trying to say is that you really need to find what you are really passionate about because if you don't you will be  living off with a lie, and sleeping off with a dream or passion that you have never accomplished.

I am ready to admit that I have matured so much throughout the past years that is because I'm scared about how my future would turn out like. Come on,  everyone wants to live life with success. I have got my thinking straight, all I need to do is work hard and play it hard. I admit that I have fucked up my senior years of high school and I totally regret losing out in those precious credits that has been offered to me. I just threw them away like that. I got my head straight this year (last year of high school) and I know to me that it is too late.

Don't pray for an easy life, pray for the strength to endure a difficult one

Hey readers :)

So today I decided to hangout with a friend which I haven't hungout in like 2months. I was so excited to hangout with her;so I decided to buy some sweets since we were going to watch a movie (Monsters University). Overall the movie was okay, I knew I wouldn't like it lol but I still watched it anyways since there is not one good movie. 

After and before the movie, all we did was walk around the mall and went into clothes stores. I was so tempted to buy some new clothes but I thought to myself that I shouldn't since I've spent shit loads of money ><


So it was the next day (Wednesday), I spent my day casually watching a Korean Drama called 'Playful Kiss' and ended up watching the half of that drama and finished the special edition to this drama. It's such a sweet drama, but then I reckon all/most romance Korean drama is the same along the lines the only difference is the setting of the drama and the main part of it.

I got notified to go into school tomorrow but I said no since it's MY holidays. Sometimes I get pissed off when I called called into school during my holidays or during after school. And I'm just thinking 'bitch, it's called holiday for a reason'. But anyways, I really want to go into town tomorrow. I haven't been there in a while, but I hate the fact that it costs 40mins of my time just to get there by train whereas while I was in Hong Kong it only took about 20mins to reach the end of the destination that the train travels to. Gosh New Zealand transport is shit. I really hate it how the trains in NZ comes like every 30mins, it's bullshit.

I need to buy a new pair of school shoes which is bullshit. I literally have to buy a new pair every term. I should really just stick to like $10 shoes aye. I would save hella a lot of money.

Will you be my prince charming?

Errrm, since I have nothing to do at the moment and can't sleep. I will blog about what I would like in a guy. I may sound like I have very high expectations in my man but he may not have all the quality I mention :)

1. A charming smile-I like a guy who smiles a lot because I believe that he will make me smile with his smile, hahaha

2. Qualified with a degree and will get/have a good job-I want to live with someone that will be financially stabled because I don't want to be the one that will be paying for everything (Just to be fair)

3. Over 175cm tall- I want him to be taller than me even when I wear high-heels :). (I will feel insecure if I will be taller than him)

6. A good sense of humor- I like to laugh a lot, in fact I laugh at everything and anything :)

7. Short hair- Don't want him to look like a girl hahaha so short hair will be good

8. Treats me well :) - He better be a gentlemen. This does not mean buying be expensive shit. If he does, I will not accept it!


Bye readers!

ESTA FIESTA-where it all begins....

ESTA FIESTA! As you may know that I had my school ball/prom on Saturday 13th July 2013! The theme was carnival and therefore named it ESTA FIESTA! no, it's not circus like but it's something glamorous!

I had an amazing night which only lasted 4 hours even though it wasn't worth the amount of money that I've spent. Everyone wanted to spend a longer time there since we all had fun. Over 300 people attended this amazing event. I'm pretty sure that there weren't enough seats for everyone that attended. The food and music was pretty decent...even though when I left the table my food would disappear and I did not know how to dance to the music but I just danced anyways but overall I had an amazing night with friend's and everyone. I received a lot of complements which I appreciated something good about myself for the first time. Everyone seemed surprised that I did my own make-up LOL! I think that's because I just look effortless and shit all the time because I mean who spends their precious time to looking nice to school. There's no one to impress at school haha. Only my close friend's will know who I really am and how I really act.

I didn't take much photos with my phone but instead I took as many photos as possible at the photo booth. That means that I have to blow away more money =.=

This is a night that I will always remember....I'm planning on making a scrapbook/photo album for this so I could remember it for the rest of my life because I believe that this will be my first and last ball/prom that I will attend.

When I got home, I was still on the buzz to go partying and shit but I couldn't as I have work the next day. I swear that the worker that works at my family business thought I was drunk LOL! WTF =.=  I think it's because I kept smiling instead of answering his questions properly hahaha. OHWELL, that's what you get if someone doesn't want to talk to you.


Anyways aside from the ball/prom....I've been going to school again during my holidays , for fucks sakes. I'm getting sick of going to school during the holidays. My grades better be worth my time. I have to go to school this Friday anbd have to be there by 7am too >< It's because I will be selling BeeSweet Honey. But then yee, I will rather go to school early and finish early. That's because I hate coming home from school late. The good news is that my product will be going to the UK. I think that my business is going to be incredibly successful :) Something that i'm proud of and I feel like i've finally accomplished something big for the first time, hahaha. Not only that, me and my team will be going on the local newspaper twice :) and some other top notch people wants to get us on the news and the NZ Herald! Seems like my business can not end this year or else we will be high in demand kidding. Don't want to be cocky now! I did not think that this will ever happen to us because at the beginning of the year we were all falling apart and very unmotivated. Thanks to my business teacher! we would not gone this far with our business if it was not for her. She was the one that gave us motivation and always had faith in our business because she saw potential in each and everyone of us! Thanks Miss!

Anyways, I'll end this post with a picture of me and my friend at the ball! :)

You Ballin'

As you could see in the picture,  I went to get acrylics for the ball tomorrow: ) my excitement for the ball is building up but I'm rather nervous. I don't know Why though because maybe It's my first time going to the ball. I actually skipped school today because I couldn't be bothered with English and English catch ups today haha. I know, a stupid reason for not going to school. So as not going to school, my friend skipped school today aswell so we decided to go get our nails done earlier than going to our pre-booked appointment.

When we were at the nail place, we saw my other group of friends and they didn't for school aswell haha. Hmmm, seems like a lot kg people isn't turning up to school today haha. Ohwell, its last day of term anyways.

Before getting nails done, I went to get my eyebrows threaded because ya know eyebrows do get another messy Hahaha.

So yea that's my day gone.

:)

Double Pass

My good friend left to go on a school trip to Japan on Sunday and I had to attend my friend's birthday, so I couldn't see her off which is a bit sad. Honestly, I felt so odd at my friend's birthday. It didn't even feel like a birthday, it felt like more of a hangout therefore I was getting pissed off due to boredom. We just basically ate and watched a movie and that movie wasn't even worth it. I wanted to fall asleep but there was this little girl that was sitting next to me on my right so I didn't want to lean over or anything because I might squash her or something hahaha jokes.

On Saturday, I started to sell BeeSweet Honey and that was pretty successful. We sold like around 30jars of honey. I had to be the Bee mascot for the second half and that completely ruined my day. I hate it as much as my other friend that was in it before me. I was just like walking around with lollipops in my hand and that was suppose to attract little kids, that didn't work out! I had to walk up to the little kids to hand them lollipops. Instead my I attracted teenagers instead, WTF!

Other than that, I was just drained with meetings and meetings and presentation and presentation for the past month. I'm completely busy and completely tired. I came home today, crashed to my bed and went straight for an hour sleep. I woke up remembering that I needed to study for my Statistics exam for tomorrow and then managed to squeeze some time for blog as I haven't blogged for who knows how long.

I have a celebration of success tomorrow after school at 7.30pm. I'm kind of not looking forward to it.

I have the Ball/Prom this coming Saturday. Excitement hasn't hit me yet but instead nerves is hitting me hahahaha. I think excitement will come to me once it's the Saturday. I'm more of looking forward to doing my nails this Friday with my friend.

But yea that is what I got up to for the past month or so.