Build-me-up

This week hasn't been very eventful for me. I had the time to think about what I want to do after high school finishes. I've decided that I want to study further on and get a degree in Business. I've thought about it and that I need a back-up plan as my grades are pretty shit and don't even know if I could even make it into university. 

On a serious note, I actually want to study business, I either want to become a Fashion Entrepreneur or major in Accounting. I really like both, but the thing is, is that if I want to become a Fashion Entrepreneur I can't even draw at all, I actually mean it when I say this lol. My teacher sees me as an entrepreneur but I don't see myself as that even an Accountant. So I have no idea what I like aye. I really want to do something in the business area though, but I need ideas in what I should do as a back-up. 

I just need to study harder this year. I have thoughts that if I make it into University, I'll probably get shit grades or either won't finish my degree. But one of the people at the open day says that the passing rate is high so I'm thinking it's easy lol. 

Thinking of a career is really hard and it gets scarier because it feels like im not going anywhere. I should apply to universities not within my city. dfjakhfiuewjkw i dont know , this is getting frustrating. I honest regret not studying to get good grades. Gosh, aren't I just a last minute person. NEVER GOING TO LEAVE EVERYTHING UNTIL THE LAST MINUTE....nek minit, LOL! I want to work at a bank though :)

Just thinking about next Tuesday, man it's going to be busy. Bloody meeting with the trust after school. Not looking forward to it. I hate meetings.