Further on~~

Hey readers!

I know that I've been constantly complaining and complaining. But this is just how I am. I'm so sorry about the complaining. It's just that I've been built-up being busy with school most of the time this year. This is actually so frustrating.

Today after school I had to attend a meeting about the production of my business product. I have new events coming up next week and seriously it is getting out of control. It's eating into my time and everything and giving me full on concentration which is a good thing but kind of a bad thing at the same time if you get what I mean? eeeeh?
All of these events is just adding into my already busy schedule, daaang!
This is like preparing myself of to reality next year. I really need to work extra hard for me to get good grades since I've basically fucked up and mucked up through all my years that's passed by. It's only this year (my last year of high school) where I have clicked and know exactly what I want to do with my life. I'm so grateful that I have stayed in high school as I have thought about dropping out of school to go into tertiary studies to do like bloody beauty involving courses, LOL! I've finally found my 'better' self. I have picked up motivation in order for me to get better grades and to study even though I dont have exams coming up :) Back then, I didn't actually give a shit about my studies, I will just cruise around and procrastinate or never do the work. I regret everything.

Anyways, so yea I have like a busy year schedule for just one subject. I hope all of this won't interfere with any of my other subjects. Seems like I'll be off school a lot in term 3, August =.= dislike dislike! Missing out in a lot of classes, fuck that!