A Smile on yo face!

I had a good time at work yesterday in a while! Laughed a lot and joked a lot. Work actually depends who you work with!

"There's a cockroach behind you!" said one of the workers. I screamed and everyone started laughing haha.  I was so embarrassed but luckily there weren't any customers around. The other worker had this elastic band around his finger to make it like a elastic gun aiming it towards my butt. I think he did it as a joke or something but I quickly turned around so he won't release it.
I don't know how to explain the day, but everything just fell into place. They treated me differently aye because maybe I've become a better person. Thanks to one of my personal project classmates. He pointed out a lot of things that I've never realized about myself. He made me realize that I'm a very anxious and serious person. But I like to joke around. The boys at work made me laugh a lot and that is what I need everyday. Yes, I also have trust issue and again he made me realize that I need to loosen up a bit. I should really thank him for making me realize that I'm this type of person.

Anyways, back to about work. My aunty told one of the workers to take me back home as my brother goes the opposite direction to me because he flats out near university. The worker did not refuse to take me back home but I refused to take the offer because I don't like anyone where I live.  I have to admit that I was being a bit of a slut when I was leaving to go home (my bro ended up taking me home). I should've not done that =.= I didn't even know why I did that too, fuck! Overall, these two workers were actually quite happy and playful. Don't know what's up with those two. They didn't want to tell me why they were so happy when they kept saying that  I was like " fahr, I thought we were friends" hahaha and they just laughed. Yea that's my day.

Today, I just stayed home and cleaned. Nothing eventful happened. Went by fast and about to go to sleep soon. Not looking forward in going to school ><

Goodnight readers!

Further on~~

Hey readers!

I know that I've been constantly complaining and complaining. But this is just how I am. I'm so sorry about the complaining. It's just that I've been built-up being busy with school most of the time this year. This is actually so frustrating.

Today after school I had to attend a meeting about the production of my business product. I have new events coming up next week and seriously it is getting out of control. It's eating into my time and everything and giving me full on concentration which is a good thing but kind of a bad thing at the same time if you get what I mean? eeeeh?
All of these events is just adding into my already busy schedule, daaang!
This is like preparing myself of to reality next year. I really need to work extra hard for me to get good grades since I've basically fucked up and mucked up through all my years that's passed by. It's only this year (my last year of high school) where I have clicked and know exactly what I want to do with my life. I'm so grateful that I have stayed in high school as I have thought about dropping out of school to go into tertiary studies to do like bloody beauty involving courses, LOL! I've finally found my 'better' self. I have picked up motivation in order for me to get better grades and to study even though I dont have exams coming up :) Back then, I didn't actually give a shit about my studies, I will just cruise around and procrastinate or never do the work. I regret everything.

Anyways, so yea I have like a busy year schedule for just one subject. I hope all of this won't interfere with any of my other subjects. Seems like I'll be off school a lot in term 3, August =.= dislike dislike! Missing out in a lot of classes, fuck that!

Time's Up!

Oh no! I'm going to be busy again >< Omgosh, I had a meeting with the trust again. Unfortunately me and my group has to do our presentation to the trustees next Wednesday. Man, I'm so looking forward to this =.=. I don't mind doing it, I just hate the fact that this subject is taking up so much of my time. 

To be honest, I regret not dropping out from this Lion's Foundation Enterprise Scheme. I mean like, it's good experience and everything, but I prefer doing internals instead now. I didn't even realise that it was going to take up a lot of time. I think it's just my teacher telling us to do this and that. 

The presentation for next Wednesday is to sell ourselves to the trust so they can give us funds. I thought they were going to give us the money for free, but now it's going to be a loan. If we don't end up paying off this loan, daaaang I'm not going to pay this out from my pockets because bitch, I don't have that much money. This subject is also interfering with me working for money. As you can see, I want to make money while I'm still in high school because I need money for my tertiary fees for next year! It's the freaken teacher man! She's like thinking that Business is the only subject that we have but bitch please, we have 4 other subjects we need to concentrate on, not just Business, k bitch! Argh! THIS REALLY ANNOYS ME!

Anyways, so I'm invited to my friend's 18th birthday next Saturday. I'm not sure what I should get her and not sure if I should go or not due to a lot of money being spent. I honestly spent over $600 on ball. I also have a friend's 17th birthday the week after. Fuck I feel so busy, it feels like I don't have a life or whatever. I've been going out too much and I can't restrain from that. Aside from that, I don't even have time to modify and start my fashion blog. Sorry guys, I'm so busy. I thought I would spare extra time after this Dragon's Den Finals thing, but nooooo! I have this Marketing Plan that I have to do aswell. Things are just getting out of control. I think this will well prepare me for the 'real world' but then I want to start 'real world' next year! 

A Rainy Sunday

Well, Well, Well, I'm coming towards an end to a very bad weathered Sunday. I didn't work today. A shit day to take a day off, I swear that every time I work, it's a nice day but when it comes to my day off, I get bad weather.

Me and friend went to the mall just not far from my house and I honestly didn't want to go but I went anyways because I know that no one is free to go with her, gosh aren't I a good friend? LOL jokes. I ended up spending a fortune of money today and I felt so bad spending so much. It honestly went towards my ball stuff aye. I better look good on the day of the ball as I spent over $600 on it =.=


Lets just say that this whole day has been bad for me. The more it rains, the more I get pissed off lol I think my friend thought I was pissed off at her but I told her that it wasn't her because I was kinda taking my anger out of her >< I'm sorry friend (I don't like mentioning names on blog) I apologized to her so yea.

Build-me-up

This week hasn't been very eventful for me. I had the time to think about what I want to do after high school finishes. I've decided that I want to study further on and get a degree in Business. I've thought about it and that I need a back-up plan as my grades are pretty shit and don't even know if I could even make it into university. 

On a serious note, I actually want to study business, I either want to become a Fashion Entrepreneur or major in Accounting. I really like both, but the thing is, is that if I want to become a Fashion Entrepreneur I can't even draw at all, I actually mean it when I say this lol. My teacher sees me as an entrepreneur but I don't see myself as that even an Accountant. So I have no idea what I like aye. I really want to do something in the business area though, but I need ideas in what I should do as a back-up. 

I just need to study harder this year. I have thoughts that if I make it into University, I'll probably get shit grades or either won't finish my degree. But one of the people at the open day says that the passing rate is high so I'm thinking it's easy lol. 

Thinking of a career is really hard and it gets scarier because it feels like im not going anywhere. I should apply to universities not within my city. dfjakhfiuewjkw i dont know , this is getting frustrating. I honest regret not studying to get good grades. Gosh, aren't I just a last minute person. NEVER GOING TO LEAVE EVERYTHING UNTIL THE LAST MINUTE....nek minit, LOL! I want to work at a bank though :)

Just thinking about next Tuesday, man it's going to be busy. Bloody meeting with the trust after school. Not looking forward to it. I hate meetings. 

Daily dose of my life

So my current status is :Tired

I'm just casually listening to the music of Rainie Yang, and blogging. For the past few months, I have been extremely busy, yes! I haven't mentioned this a couple of times on my other blog posts. Sorry that I have to say it again though aye. It's just that I haven't had this feeling in a long time. I haven't had the feeling of feeling of accomplishments and confidence since......a while. I'm just feeling so guttered and sad at the fact that I didn't make it to the regionals as I have put in a lot of time and effort in this project of mine and my team's, but at the same time I do feel proud of myself for even making it into the finals. I guess, I'm not the only one feeling this at the moment.

But anyways, despite the fact of being all depressed and whatever and shit, I was work free for the whole of entire week!! I haven't had a whole week of work in what? yeeears! and I am completely being honest here, I actually feel so good not dealing with those customers! Everytime I deal with them, I either get frustrated and pissed! Hmmm, back to work this weekend though. I need to go for a drive on Sunday morning, and when I say morning, I'm thinking at 6am, LOL!


So last Friday night, I went out with one of my good friend's. I had dinner at a Korean Restaurant and played a 2 hour game of pool. About two weeks ago, I saw this really cute Korean guy that works there and   when I went back to have dinner there (last Friday) , he wasn't there, I was all sad and down, 5mins later, he came in with his bunch of friend's! oh boy, I was like smiling and shit! I made eye contact with him hehehe he stared at me, I stared back at him! I'm wondering what his age is aye. I'm pretty sure that he is around 18-20 because all his friend's looked that age hahaha. After that, me and my friend went to grab a drink and went straight to play pool, it was all quiet and shit in there, about one hour later, the place got packed and we became the only girls playing which made everything awkward for us, LOL!


okay guys, im off now!
sorry that i have nothing interested to post, it's because i have nothing that is interesting

Dragon's Den Finals

Weow, weow, weow!

Today was Dragon's Den Finals! The competition waaaas Tough!
Pakuranga College took it all out! My team didn't place at all. Not sure why though because everyone liked it and have to say that our presentation was one of the best and most creative. I think it's because we weren't original? But oh well!

Sorry that I haven't been blogging much as I was busy with one of my major subjects! But yea, I don't have much to say but to be guttered.


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DRAGON'S DEN

For the pass month, i have been focused on school work relevantly hard! No interval, no lunch break and stayed back at school late. This hard work all paid off!

As me and my teacher walked in BNZ building, we were caught by many sets of eyes. They looked amazed of the way we dressed and they way we entered the building. We had our prepared game faces on. But in the inside each and everyone of us was feeling nervous!

We were in about half an hour early, me and my team was practicing so hard! even the night before this, we just prepared our speeches and the presentation. We left everything until last minute! But we worked our butts off and hard work was paid off!

Our company name got called out "OHU, you're next"
"ooh, shit !" Everyone looked frightened. I was nervous, my CEO started , he stuttered but that was okay. When he almost got to the end of his part of the speech, I got hit by a lot of butterflies, by heart was pounding, it was jumping, my words just came out naturally. NO! I mucked a bit and just carried on like it was fine. I was shaking, but I felt amazed because my part had accomplished!

OHU walked out so happy as we had a lot of opportunities opened up for us and received a lot of good feedback.

Something that I have learnt : 'Walk in like someone else, when you leave, leave the someone else behind and walk out like yourself'


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